What it feels like missing someone?

Missing someone is a great feel. And getting missed is also a beautiful experience.
It makes you feel how important or how close you were with them and how much they mean in your life.






Whenever Diwali,new year or any festive comes your mind will oscillate expecting the wishes from your loved one.its not the wish on that given day its rather an opportunity for speaking and connecting back with your loved ones you lost because of your ego,self-esteem,possessiveness,crazy love and mad affection.

but its true if you are too possessive and crazy for someone your ego will not let you to speak frankly though you care,love and think about her all your time because you will not have any separate favourites on anything,you will start loving whatever she loves to.that includes leaving her at some moment too.She will be part of your life unknowingly. You may like a place,food,song,movie,restaurant,book,cuisine,language,colour,chocalate,bus stop, college just because they were part of her at some point. You may use the word she speaks often,her slang on few words etc.

You have no more missed her, she is part of your life and routine though you don't speak with her in this materialistic world.


                                                             my fav verses

Don't be fast,so that I miss u
Don't be slow,so that u miss me
just be with me so that
we are together forever.............






Suthan CM









 

Cutest proposal ever.........

A guy was in love with a girl who was his close friend but couldn't express it.They were possessive on each other and know each other that their relationship is very special. He decided to tell her on her birthday.
he gifted her a ceramic angel doll with wings and told her" this was you 19 years back"

he said my heart is my worst enemy, though its mine it beats always for you.she blushed and her face turned pink. He said "you mean everything to me, you mean my world"

have read this from a book..

Transformation from 5 digit monthly salary to 6 digit monthly salary-not so great

The day when I had a 6 digit salary.I was comparing to how it was when I drew my first 5 digit salary.

a.)I was extremely self contented and satisfied when my salary was low and even had good sum of money at the month end where I deliberately found avenues to spend it.but now putting myself in conservative mode after 25th of each month.

b.)I was remembering whats my exact acount balance when I got paid in my first job. Could remember even the paise left in bank account.Now using mobile banking or sms banking to even understand with what balance am I running.

Zero to Entry level to middle level

c.)Earlier I remembered more assets I had than liabilities(not a luxury flat or a villa in marine drive-Balance in my prepaid mobile,petrol in bike and the last service date,advance given to mess,tea shop,balance in recurring deposits).Now liabilities are running in my mind 24/7-housing loan,personal loan etc.

d.)Had lot of planning even to buy a Panasonic VS2 mobile(would have gone thrice to shop to check if he can give a additional discount) those days for 12k now gifting a Samsung galaxy impulsively in no time.




Cheers
Suthan CM