In 2008 an offer from Siemens for a hefty package,a fully funded course in Germany,meticulous plans on higher studies in the track, a current assignment to sustain myself before joining Siemens.
When all this tumbles
I got relieved from my current assignment. i was not interested in Siemens as i got to be in Germany for training and then in kolkata(Personal reasons also lie underneath this decision and let it be personal).My dream of higher studies was completely shattered for various reasons.All that i have done was i went to Germany and don't know what to do after returning to India.Past incidents were making me sedentary.
On the personal front there were relationship fading with time for really no honest reasons.I was in a situation to take lot of irreversible decisions both on the personal and professional front.By my side i had very few people who knows whats happening around me.
All i have understood was time can be best medicine to heal you than anyone and anything in this world.
Loneliness doesn't mean being alone.Its a state of mind which will put your morale down but enduring that will help you understand life.I was not addicted to alcohol,never complained my life to everyone i met,always putting a smile on face though was squalling inside.
I was just traveling to short and far-off places,sipping hot tea which went close to 7 cups a day to sooth myself ,sitting all alone in darkness(its not cinematic, i love darkness) and thinking for a path to traverse.
When all this tumbles
I got relieved from my current assignment. i was not interested in Siemens as i got to be in Germany for training and then in kolkata(Personal reasons also lie underneath this decision and let it be personal).My dream of higher studies was completely shattered for various reasons.All that i have done was i went to Germany and don't know what to do after returning to India.Past incidents were making me sedentary.
On the personal front there were relationship fading with time for really no honest reasons.I was in a situation to take lot of irreversible decisions both on the personal and professional front.By my side i had very few people who knows whats happening around me.
Loneliness doesn't mean being alone.Its a state of mind which will put your morale down but enduring that will help you understand life.I was not addicted to alcohol,never complained my life to everyone i met,always putting a smile on face though was squalling inside.
I was just traveling to short and far-off places,sipping hot tea which went close to 7 cups a day to sooth myself ,sitting all alone in darkness(its not cinematic, i love darkness) and thinking for a path to traverse.
